Heaven
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Posted:Apr 17, 2022 9:11 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2022 5:33 am 6092 Views
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It was heaven on earth...but life has hurt some too much to go on but they say time will heal...lol...they are wrong.
They dont know their ass from a hole in the ground
When you feel it taste it know it is right, but life won't permit it, what do we get one thing and only one thing PAIN...not physical pain that goes away...You get heart pain the one that never goes away; Never.
So do we move on go forward or become a ostrich now that is the true question.
Time heals....bull shit
Love hurts that is true bdsm, no one can ever hurt a body but boy can they kill the soul.
so they say
lol
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Time
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Posted:Feb 13, 2022 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2022 9:02 pm 6331 Views
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Time slips by fast when you want it to go slow, it takes forever when we want it to fly, but what we do with our time is what matters.
Do we take our time to live our life to the fullest
Or do we sit and concern ourselves about what others will think or say
That is the almighty question
What matters is time is infinite but we are not, I have time or do I...no ever knows.
Time ticks no matter our choices we can't stop time but we can Live.
Time.............
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Disappointed
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Posted:Apr 18, 2021 10:57 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2022 8:07 pm 12096 Views
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Why is it, when one i respect says I have disappointed him, why does it hurt so much.....even when I know I was right.
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Change
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Posted:May 11, 2020 6:56 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2022 8:06 pm 45634 Views
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How things have changed in here, now is it better, that is the question
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What are we looking for
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Posted:Apr 11, 2015 12:53 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2022 8:03 pm 261515 Views
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On this cool Saturday afternoon, this girl curls up on the sofa beside her cat, the true love of her life...cats give so much to humans.
Are we humans, would those that bleed when hurt truly wish to hurt another.
What are we missing out in...why do we desire to give or receive pain.
Whatever happened to make us the way we are, people say just accept it be me....how can i do this when i don't understand it.
Don't we need to understand ourselves before we can understand another.
What do You look for?????????????????
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Give me Pain so the hurt will go away
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Posted:Mar 18, 2015 2:26 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2022 10:20 pm 274125 Views
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I learned something about myself tonight that i have been questioning for decades....i was in a room with some people i once respected, and One went off on a Tgurl, said she did not belong told her to f off actually and get out of the room. She hurt, i felt her pain, it cut like a knife.
i learned that these people in the room needed to stand up and say something, only one did and His name i will say as it is with respect that i speak it, Master ForPlay....He was in the middle of a family matter and could not say much, But HE stood up, this showed me His worth in life as a Man and as a Master.
i leaned as i let this beautiful Tgurl hold me as i was crying out my pain, she held me wiped away my tears, i hurt for her, i wish i was vanilla so i would be accepted, i leaned today that BDSM people (some not all) are more judgemental then vanilla folks. I told her i was sorry as i don't know the proper termenology to address a TV person, she laughed said it did not matter. I told her i hurt for her, as it must be so difficult a life to be born in a body you don't wish to be in.
I hurt for her, but i hurt for the man that told her to get the f out more i pity him. I hurt for the people that did not stand up, i left them a box of tissues to wipe the shit off their noses...nothing but a cliques of ass kissers.
I then leaned something about myself, i said to the One that stood up for the Tgurl and me after we talked about it for a time...i said give me Pain so the hurt will go away, yes naughty issabella cybered some...He beat me with a thick black leather belt...i prayed it was real time, but it was fantasy world, but , i learned something about me and others tonight. For the lesson learned i pity the followers, i made 2 life time friends this eve, i would rather 2 then 20,000 fake wannabe friends.
GIVE ME PAIN SO THE HURT WILL GO AWAY.
I LEARNED.
Respectfully
issabella
xoxoxoxo
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