Thank you...
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Veröffentlicht:26. November 2021, 7:50 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:3. Juli 2023, 8:15 Uhr 6040 Aufrufe
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Since I created my account here I met so many nice and supportive people. So I thought it would be a nice thing to say "Thank you" to all people...
... that accepted me they way I am, with all my strength and weaknesses
... that helped me to explore myself and my submissive personality
... that are always open for smalltalk and fun
... that share so much for their experiences, personal stories and opinions
... that supported me in times I felt sad or exhausted and put a smile back on my face
To all those I would like to say: Without you this place would be dull, boring and dead as a dodo.
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Dark side of the force
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Veröffentlicht:15. November 2021, 23:52 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:17. Mai 2023, 17:29 Uhr 7164 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
here are some more role play scenarios that go much deeper than the previous ones and require an already established power dynamic. Wellcome to the dark side.
As always feel free to comment and suggest additional scenarios. I really enjoy reading your thoughts...
1.) The Obedience Training
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I have made some mistakes yesterday, was unfocused or even tired and disappointed Sir. The next day Sir decides to take "special care" of me: First I have to apologize to Sir, then I receive an appropriate punishment for my failings.
After that Sir drills me, let me repeat and practice rules and restrictions and takes care that I will not forget or neglect them anytime soon again. And drilling me always makes Sir horny...
2.) The Interrogation
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I'm immobilized and blindfolded. Sir is asking me questions, some profane, some ambiguous, some intimate or humiliating. Answers must be quick, honest, precise and detailed or I'm disciplined. Let's add a vibrator controlled by Sir to the equation. How will I perform now?
3.) The Denial
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Sir promised me a special treat, something I'm very keen on. And all I have to do to get it from Sir is to take a certain amount of time of teasing, edging and orgasm denial without begging Sir for orgasm once. Sounds fair and easy...
4.) The Challenge
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My task is easy and simple: Sir sets a time frame and I must bring him to orgasm within this time as many times as possible. It's my free choice how I will do that. After that it's Sir's turn to bring me to orgasm as often as possible. Who will win the challenge?
5.) Public Orgasm (suggested by secretkink764)
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Sir takes me out to a restaurant or we are visiting friends. I'm wearing my remote controlled vibrator and Sir is playing with it during the evening. My choice is clear: Trying to hide my arousal as best as I can or face public humilation. How will I bear my first public orgasm?
Special twist added by me: We are sitting together with several friends on a large table. There is another woman in the round in the same situation, beeing controlled by her Master. We share secret looks, knowing that we share the same sweet torture and calamity...
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Phoenix
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Veröffentlicht:13. November 2021, 6:13 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. August 2023, 11:25 Uhr 6408 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
I think you made it pretty clear to me that THIS is not the content you want to read in my blog. My poem was always planned as a two part series, though...
So here is the second part. Please feel free to leave your comments or tell me what you want me to do in my next blog entry instead.
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Phoenix
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I
am
Again
Complete
Feeling myself
Melding the cracks
Rising up like a Phoenix
A burning flame blazing inside
Found myself in unexpected places
Hidden deep within my diminished soul
Not lost, but guided - not broken, but reborn
My future path a bright light beacon high in the sky
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Broken
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Veröffentlicht:11. November 2021, 7:04 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:14. August 2023, 11:29 Uhr 6506 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
I would like to share a little poem with you. I experimented with the concept of "being broken" in a quite literal sense. This is no reflection of my current state of mind or compensation, just artistic licence.
Please feel free to give me feedback and if you would like to see more content of this (probably with lighther subject matter).
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Broken
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I see me lying on the ground, broken down to pieces
The past now only a blurry vision, hard to catch
Is it me or my reflection that I'm looking at?
And can time reverse to mend the cracks?
Setting all small pieces back together,
Taking care not to miss a single one
Looking at the scars between them,
Hoping that they decorate me well
Merging with my own reflection
Finally back to One again
But sand keeps flowing
Through the cracks
Diminished
Broken
Lost
Me
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Some of my favorite RP scenarios
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Veröffentlicht:7. November 2021, 1:34 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:26. April 2023, 5:53 Uhr 7262 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
I would like to share some of my favorite role play scenarios. Would you like to comment them or leave me your scenarios to consider?
Doll
1.) The Damsel in Distress
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I'm in financial debt and loaned some money from a friend. Of cause I'm not able to pay it back and my friend decides to use this opportunity to get what he really wants from me...
2.) The Love Triangle
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My femal BFF has a new lover. He has not only "put an eye on me" but learns that I talked shit about him with my BFF behind his back...
3.) A Grave Mistake
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As an apprentice I made a severe fault (e.g. deleting something very important from the company server). I'm now on my way to the boss office to "take the responsibility" for my mistake...
4.) Therapy Session
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I broke up with my boyfriend recently and I'm still struggling to cope with the brake up. So I decided to visit a therapist and talk about my feelings and insecurities - not knowing that he is a Dom, who is willing to take advantage of this situation...
5.) Caught in the Act (added, thank you Ruesselsheimer for your suggestion
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While walking through the neighborhood, I see an open door and inside the house on a table a well filled wallet. I cannot resist, slip silently into the house and grab the wallet. Suddenly the door is closed and handcuffs close around my wrist. How am I suppose to get out of trouble now?
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My passion for roleplay
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Veröffentlicht:4. November 2021, 0:14 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:15. November 2021, 9:35 Uhr 7184 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
I have a great passion for role play and enjoy playing very much. It is a great way for me to "explore" my sexual preferences and limits, so I always "play" myself ans ask myself afterwards what I would have done and how I would reacted in real life.
My role playing persona is "doll". It is really just "me", but has overcome my insecurities and shyness to "come out". But of cause there is a lot more to say about "doll".
Being "doll" is also a of objectification for me. Sir takes doll, Sir uses doll and Sir puts doll away. And beeing forced to self-reference myself and identify myself as "doll" is a very strong form of submission in my mind.
It's a great difference for me to say "I beg Sir to let me suck Sir's cock" or "doll begs Sir to let it suck Sir's cock".
During roleplay, I really enjoy beeing taught rules, beeing forced to submit to them and beeing punished for failing to do so. Not only beeing used, but also beeing tamed and trained is where my pleasure lies during role play.
I hope that this helps you to understand my passion a little bit better. Please leave your questions and comments below as usual.
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[sticky] Greetings? Compliments? Humiliations?
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Veröffentlicht:1. November 2021, 14:07 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:28. August 2023, 7:13 Uhr 6342 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
thank you for visiting my blog. Would you like to leave your "marking", before you leave?
If you want to share any of greeting, compliment or humilation with me, please feel free to add your comment below.
Doll
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A new start
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Veröffentlicht:31. Oktober 2021, 9:18 Uhr
Zuletzt aktualisiert:13. November 2021, 16:18 Uhr 6899 Aufrufe
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Dear Sir,
my name is Andrea - but many may know me already as Doll.
I've tried out several things hier on alt and would like to thank all the nice people I met and had the pleasure to play with.
One thing I didn't try is writing a blog. So I though that I should give it a try. Please give my your comments if you think that's a good idea and what I should write about in my next entry.
Doll
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