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A New Box of Crayons

i've decided to share....

IT"S DERBY DAY!!!!!!!!
Posted:May 6, 2006 9:06 am
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2021 6:07 am
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Oh happy day, the first Saturday in May!!!!!

To me, the is the epitome of strength and beauty, power and grace. A Thoroughbred running is poetry in motion. Today 20 3 year old colts will line up for a run for the roses, the most exciting two minutes in sports!!!! i love to watch them run. The field:

1. Jazil
2. Steppenwolfer
3. Keyed Entry
4. Sinister Minister
5. Point Determined
6. Showing Up
7. Bob and John
8. Barbaro
9. Sharp Humor
10. A.P. Warrior
11. Sweetnorthernsaint
12. Private Vow
13. Bluegrass Cat
14. Deputy Glitters
15. Seaside Retreat
16. Cause to Believe
17. Lawyer Ron
18. Brother Derek
19. Storm Treasure
20. Flashy Bull

GO BABY GO

We have some excellent bloodlines running today, including Holy Bull, A.P. Indy, Storm Cat and Point Given. The usual suspects are represented at the trainer position as well, with Bob Baffert saddling 3 horses, Todd Pletcher 2, and Barclay Tagg 1. So, put on Y/your best hat, whip up a batch of mint juleps, and enjoy the race!!!!!!

MINT JULEP

2 cups sugar
2 cups water
Sprigs of fresh mint
Crushed ice
Early Times Kentucky Whiskey

Make a simple syrup by boiling sugar and water together for five minutes. Cool and place in a covered container with six or eight sprigs of fresh mint, then refrigerate overnight. Make one julep at a time by filling a julep cup with crushed ice, adding one tablespoon mint syrup and two ounces of Early Times Kentucky Whiskey. Stir rapidly with a spoon to frost the outside of the cup. Garnish with a sprig of fresh mint
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So Cruel
Posted:Apr 29, 2006 8:18 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2006 4:20 pm
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One of the most beautiiful noir love songs ever;

We crossed the line
Who pushed who over
It doesn't matter to you
It matters to me

We're cut adrift
But still floating
I'm only hanging on
To watch you go down
My love

I disappeared in you
You disappeared from me
I gave you everything you ever wanted
It wasn't what you wanted

The men who love you, you hate the most
They pass right through you like a ghost
They look for you but your spirit is in the air
Baby, you're nowhere

Oh...love...you say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...sweetheart...
You're so cruel

Desperation is a tender trap
It gets you every time
You put your lips to her lips
To stop the lie

Her skin is pale like God's only dove
Screams like an angel for your love
Then she makes you watch her from above
And you need her like a drug

Oh...love...you say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...sweetheart...
You're so cruel

She wears my love like a see-through dress
Her lips say one thing
Her movements something else
Oh love...like a screaming flower
Love...dying every hour...love

You don't know if it's fear or desire
Danger the drug that takes you higher
Head in heaven, fingers in the mire

Her heart is racing, you can't keep up
The night is bleeding like a cut
Between the horses of love and lust
We are trampled underfoot

Oh...love...you say in love there are no rules
Oh...love...sweetheart...
You're so cruel

Oh...love...to stay with you I'd be a fool
Sweetheart...you're so cruel


U2
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Tonight.....
Posted:Apr 29, 2006 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2021 6:06 am
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Tonight, i am tired, and cranky and confused. i feel like i don't know which way is up anymore. Like i don't know what is in my own mind. i feel like i'm being pulled in so many different directions i don't know which way is up anymore. i've tried to examine what lies within my heart......but i just don't know. One minute i feel one way, the next minute completely different. i wish i had someone to talk to. i feel scared and alone. my eyes hurt from staring at this stupid computer screen, waiting, hoping for the answers to appear. i'm in a fog. i want one thing, then the next minute i manage to convince myself it's not what i want at all.....i want something completely different. Why does this have to be so difficult? Just surrender. Is it wrong to give myself to someOne, when i don't know if He is my One? is it wrong to ache for touch when i vowed to wait chastely for my One? is it wrong to want to just take a break from all of this? My head hurts. i need some vague, undefinable something. i need definitive answers. i need to forget myself, or....remember myself?
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HELP!!!.........i've been tagged by a DEVIANT!!!!
Posted:Apr 20, 2006 3:14 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2007 9:11 am
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10 things i have......

(in no particular order)

1. a deep, burning, craving need to explore the depths of my sweet, sassy, sexy, sublime, saucy, sensual, sinister, sexual submission.

2. friends and family i would do anything for, and they for me.

3. pictures from a 5 month trip through Europe that should never see the light of day,..*w*

4. a burgeoning relationship with a wonderful Dom

5. a curious mind, and beautiful hands

6. a grey, standard, VW Jetta named Otto

7. two beautiful, furry, 4 legged, feline

8. a spanking due from the velvet deev

9. the exact same birthmark as my sister

10. a love of all things equestrian

i tag whomever happens by.......
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341 down.......7,341 to go.........
Posted:Apr 9, 2006 11:44 am
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2006 8:58 pm
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i was thinking about all the people here on Alt., and just exactly HOW MANY there are. i have come to the following conclusion...Damn, there are ALOT of kinky fuckers out there...*L*

*DISCLAIMER* all figures are approximate

In CT. there are 15,598 men seeking woman
In MA. there are 32,083 men seeking woman

A total of 47,681

Let's say 27,000 of them are subs seeking a Domme

Okay, so that leaves 20,681 Doms seeking subs

Let's cull the herd further by saying 10,000 of these are either to young or to old for me.

Another 3,000 are married, or just looking for a casual play partner.

*checks her math*

That leaves 7,681 prospective Doms'.

i figure i probably have had some form of communication with about 341 of those, with things for, one reason or another, not coming to fruition. So here i sit, 7,341 left to go. Guess i better get to browsing. Happy hunting A/all!!!
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How do Y/ou indulge Y/our inner chld?
Posted:Apr 5, 2006 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2021 11:19 am
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Inspired by a recent exchange of ideas with makememories (great blog btw), i have been thinkng about ways to shed my grown up clothes, and indulge my inner . my inner likes to:

*jump in puddles
*color...of course...*L*
*lie outside and watch the clouds float by
*blow bubbles
*dance, and sing really loud in the car
*laugh til i snort
*play with puppies

What do Y/you do?
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a quote for the ages.......
Posted:Apr 3, 2006 2:21 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2020 2:39 pm
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The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world, is a womans' heart.

Josiah Holland
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my new favorite (non-perverted) site
Posted:Apr 2, 2006 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2006 8:55 pm
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oh the fun i had at blogthings.....*L* they're funny because they're true

What City are you?
***You Are Boston***

Both modern and old school, you never forget your roots.
Well educated and a little snobby, you demand the best.
And quite frankly, you think you are the best.

well if the city fits......

What Song Should You Strip To?
Brittany Spears I'm a Slave 4 You

"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."

You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!

kinda prophetic i think

***The Keys to Your Heart***
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

awwwwwww..........

Go play....it's fun!!!
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Whats Y/your favorite color?
Posted:Mar 31, 2006 7:57 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2020 2:40 pm
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Inspired by my trip to Pyx's house, i went out and bought a new box of 64 count Crayolas, with the built in sharpener i might add. Now yes, i know, they now have the 109(?) pack, but i like kickin' it old school style. i love all the promise inside a new box of crayons...all sharp, none broken, wrappers still intact. i give Y/you, the colors......

wild strawberry, orchid, turquoise blue, magenta, tickle me pink, gold, silver, forest green, robins egg blue, burnt orange, plum, brick red, periwinkle, bittersweet, pacific blue, asparagus (what the fuck?)purple mountains majesty, blue green, raw sienna, cornflower, goldenrod, salmon, granny smith apple, sea green, olive green, lavender, sepia, burnt sienna, macaroni and cheese, spring green, mahogany, tumbleweed, mauvelous, carnation pink, red, red orange, red violet, black, white, yellow green, orange, yellow orange, brown, blue violet, yellow, green, blue, purple, wisteria, timberwolf, violet red, scarlet, tan, green yellow, indigo, sky blue, peach, melon, dandelion, grey, chestnut, cerulean, cadet blue and apricot.

So what's Y/your favorite color?
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