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Blogs > softrayne > A New Box of Crayons

A New Box of Crayons

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She Is
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Suffering in Silence
Posted:Jun 4, 2021 11:32 am
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2023 5:04 pm
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There is no rule that says while I’m waiting for my One, that chastity becomes me.
No rule, that says I can’t go and have a little fun.

I am an, of age, uncollared, female submissive. I can fuck or play with whomever I choose.

I choose not to.

I wish I was the type of woman who believed in random sex, and nsa D/s play.
I’m not.

If that makes me a prude, so be it.

I think having standards is good. Unless one’s standards are too ? Unless one’s standards are keeping you from fulfilment? Unless one’s standards are keeping you alone? I struggle with that. Is there a middle ground? If so, I haven’t found it.

I know a big part of this Lifestyle is reveling in one’s sexuality, in whatever form that may take.

And I want that, I need that. I just don’t think I can go there with casual play. Yes, it would take the edge off I’m sure, but it would ultimately be unfulfilling for me. Orgasms notwithstanding, and even then……..

And I’m not talking about just being horny, although that is part of it.

I’m talking about that ache in your soul.

The most fervent wish of your heart.

The throbbing.

The itch you can’t quite reach.

The tightness in your chest that feels like it is never going to come undone.

The way you feel weak for not being able to control this.

The tears that come unbidden at night, or even leak out during the .

The need to have someone’s strong arms around you.

I have all of that, and none of that.

So, I sit.
And I suffer.
In silence.
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Days
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Is 27 to many?
Posted:May 21, 2021 6:42 am
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*wellheeledrayne*
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